okay i think i feel better

I had a smoothie with coffee in it a few hours ago so I think the coffee is strating to work

less spelling mistakes

okay good

good

I’m still really tired, but I’m much less exhaucted

**exhasusted

fuck that is still really hard to spell　

Waiting for my meeting with my academic advisor and suddenly I’m really paranoid about whether my breath is totally rank because I can’t remember if I brushed my teeth this morning…

And I don’t have ready access to gum. Maybe I’ll blame it on my mouthpiece if it comes up?

I am the awkward one, it is me.

“platonic” has become part of my daily vocabulary because I do things sometimes and realize later how that can be misconstrued as something more than what it’s supposed to be.

so

that hug that lasted a second longer than hugs normally last? Yeah, completely platonic.

I love you, I say wistfully. Platonically, I must add awkwardly after.

<3 (that heart was platonic too)

God can I just marry you?? As a friend of course, heterosexual yo. This union will be completely platonic and we’ll be besties living together with platonic rings yes. Heterosexual life partners, you could say. Platonic, even.

I need to stop rambling about how terrible I am with toeing this nonexistent line between “more than” and “only” friends. Don’t want people thinking I’m leading them on in my dorky awkward way, which is probably the least attractive thing in the world.

what am I even doing.

this has been a stupid post.　

milk adventures

my dad hates soy milk, so he bought 2 almond milks instead of one of each when he did groceries a couple days ago. I love soy milk — specifically the brand “So Good” (the name doesn’t lie, it’s really actuallyso good).

so I tried drinking some almond milk straight today, no smoothie, no added anything… Gosh, I really don’t like almond milk. It’s bitter and has no substance — it feels like flavoured water. So dad said “why don’t you add a little maple syrup?” since we’ve been using it as a sweetener lately instead of sugar.

my glass is like… half full, but I figured yeah sure good idea and put some in. I took a sip after stirring it all up, and I think I might’ve put a little too much in because whoa suddenly it’s like I’m drinking straight maple syrup or something whoa that is sweet what??

anyway, after that I was able to finish the almond milk because “wow omg maple syrup best thing.”

//Canadian4lyf

this has been a pointlessly lengthy post.

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two days ago I got contacts for the first time and went to see a 3D movie without having a double-glasses problem.

today I learned that even when I’m doing different yoga poses that make my eyes look different ways, the contacts won’t slip.

just now I learned that even when I’m crying, they still won’t fall out.　

buying a sewing machine is hard　

getting nervous because my Korra cosplay isn’t nearly as finished as it should be by now :/

gah

12 more days…